“IT WAS NOT DOWN ON ANY CALENDAR, THAT TIME, GREAT CELEBRATIONS WERE NEVER THERE”

Valentine’s Day or the Saint Valentine’s Day, the most awaited day of the year, celebrated on 14^th February, among all occasions that celebrates relationships and love. Since, this involves one of the most beautiful and intriguing of all human emotions, love. It holds certain emotional intrigues in the bourgeois making the connection stronger in the society. It is a day of “Choosing a Sweetheart”, spread through Europe and later to early American colonies. People believe that birds also pick their mates on February 14. “Without Valentine’s Day, February would be..well, January”-Gaffigan said it quite truly because it is not any another month, as it is unique in itself, as it has “Valentine’s Day” in association with the days that comes before 14^th February making it more special and red. It is incomplete without Cupid, the God of Love. It is believed that if Cupid shoots his arrow of love and hits you, you will fall insanely in love with the next person you meet.

The biggest misconception, that this day, is rejoiced by lovers needs to be clarified because this day is basically for all those people who want to express their gratitude to their loved ones, be it parents, family, friends, cousins. Even I want to highlight a fresh look onto this, as I personally believe that this day should be the day to sort out the pending issues. Anybody, who doesn’t have the courage to speak out things that would make the matter better, should blow it off on this day. By not doing it only for lovers, you are no less painting the town red for anybody. Red has a special connection with Valentine’s Day as it has evolved over a period of time as a symbol of deep emotion. The colour red speaks of culmination, burning desires and deepest of passion. The day is blown off steam by exchanging flowers especially red roses, greeting cards and chocolates, making it feel special in every way possible for the love of your life. Red Rose- “The Jack of all Roses” is the most beautiful, elegant, dramatic and intriguing of all roses symbolising romance, passion and most importantly true love. Let’s break a social convention this Valentine’s Day for “homosexuals” as they should be allowed to express their love in broad daylight and political elites like Shiv Sena should not consider this day as cultural contamination by the West and should welcome it with open arms. Let’s also turn it red for all those who must be considering this day as the “Black Tuesday” this year. I don’t mean that you just go around and date somebody or everybody but declare your love to that special someone about whom you are holding onto for a long time.

Catch your love this year and make it a delightful moment for yourself and those who don’t get to see their valentine this year, just don’t get disheartened as there is nothing extraordinary about it as there are many more years to come.

Not everyone gets a chance to lay under the sight of shining stars,
Not everyone gets a chance to love someone without any scars.
Not everyone gets a chance to fill the floor full of colours,
Not everyone gets a chance to dance with full vigour.
Not everyone gets a chance to play in mud in rain,
Not everyone gets a chance to witness themselves painting a wall without any vain.
Not everyone gets a chance to engage themselves in playful silly acts where you can be yourself,
Not everyone gets a chance to live every moment.
Not everyone gets a chance to light a life with fire,
Not everyone gets a chance to choose the colour of flower.
Not everyone gets a chance to relive those memories who flirts with each other,
Not everyone gets a chance to steal away love from life that didn't belong to him/her.

People do all the things according to their convenience. For them, others don't matter. They matter only till the time, they are good for their purpose. Sometimes, it makes us feel so sick when we think of things and people around us. It becomes so difficult to judge them, but then that's what we call life. We meet all kind of people and it's for us to decide on whom to trust. Trust in itself is such a huge word. It has the power to shake away the boundaries of relationships. People do nothing but lie and fake. They are nothing but double-faced. And nowadays, people even like being lied to because they have found it as a medium of escaping reality. They like running away from things in a search of a better wold where they lead a life with only lights, that, give them inspiration to live and light brightness in their own world. Everyone likes being secured and lead their upcoming days with only love and care. But it is hard to find a key, that leads them to that point. People are so used to obscure things around them that they have become immune to things that would hurt them. Things don't matter to them anymore. Even if they do, that is because of the little feelings left inside them that causes that adrenaline rush. I think it's more biological that causes a little change inside a human behavior. There is nothing much emotional thing left that would elate those feelings that have died with fakeness around. We say that Rome wasn't built in a day. Similarly, it takes time to build things around and it takes a second or a minute to break everything around. But then what goes around, comes around. If you have gone through sufferings, there might come a day when you will see only beauty around. You might strike someone who will make you believe in everything again, who builds everything that once was broken, who lights up everything and never gives you chance to bring in the word *doubt* with things. But such an angel only exists in stories and not in reality because God has given us the power to believe only in ourselves and no one else. But who wouldn't like to have an angel who brings in faith and love ?

There is no way that I can get over you..

i try harder and harder..

still i can't stop thinking about you..

the memories kill me every moment deep inside..

i know you wouldn't come back but still in my heart nobody but YOU resides..

my love for you increases everyday and everynight..everything looks worthwhile but eveything can't get alright.. 

these particular days and nights reminds me more about you making everything difficult..

everything is dark and rough ruining me every second and every minute..

my love for you is till eternity not knowing why..i remain in your world making my world wry..i promise myself everyday to kick you out because you couldn't love me back..

i l make my blue world beautiful by not turning back..

In the hope of ray, to find something good for ourselves, we keep on trying delving ourselves and I find no harm in doing that. I personally believe that we all have this strive to achieve something that at the end of the day makes us conciliate the longing that we carry to feel worthy and in that process to find ourselves, to find the material that we carry deep inside us but which doesn't come on surface, we try so many channels. But the channel which takes us to our destination is always bleak and hard to find. But what I figured it out, though I am still on the journey to search that passage which makes me reach to that x-point made me realized that everything is interesting and frustrating to reach that X-point. I keep on trying anything and everything to figure out myself which brings the feeling of perkiness inside me. I do that regularly thinking about it, dreaming and fantasizing about it, sometimes even executing it, though while executing, I sometimes fail to complete the task or in case even if I do it, I fail to get the success or even if I get the success, I fail to carry it further. But I find no harm even doing it this way, for that was never my way which I eventually figured it out. I still keep on finding something novel to explore myself and exploring yourself is alarming and fruitful for someone has rightly said that we are the best judge to know ourselves. Experiences-that is the key term. What I feel, that we should try everything  that we want us to try. Why to leave something that we want to do badly and madly then. I mean we should at least once give it a shot so that we don't regret it later in our lives. And even in case we fail later, we will at least be exculpated of the feeling that we didn't try. Try out every possible way to reach that one thing out even not knowing what the thing is. And doesn't matter even in case you get lost. Confusion is the crux of everything. My mom always tells me that getting lost means that you are near to the termination of confusion which implies to the beginning of the world that you are searching for. So why not go for everything that you think may take you to the world of wonders. :)

nikzz :)   

Okay, now this strike my mind while talking to a silly friend of mine .. A GIRL'S FANTASY .. although it was always there in my subconscious mind, sewing and adorning my little world, actually not that little.. but while talking to her, she made me realize that almost all girls think alike .. now every single girl would cherish this while reading it and every single guy would get astonish after reading these few desires of cute little girls for it is all pink .. now fantasy doesn't go hand in hand carrying a termination letter  .. if you get into a girl's fantasy world, you seriously would get flabbergasted seeing how wide a girl can think and embellish her world with different things she adores like her nail pants. The ride to her fantasy world can be done even on a bicycle and even on a limousine with a driver wearing a pink color uniform ;)
A girl may seem tough from outside striving to fulfill her dreams, but deep inside she would be like the world's softest toy whom you would wanna hug throughout your day, for her innocence wouldn't let you go away and her smile would grace your veil.
A girl's fantasy world is the most colorful one with all the cute colors like pink, pink and pink.. okay she may add on colors like light purple, light purple and light purple .. okay at max sky blue.. or white as well .. not beyond that .. soft colors brings effervescence inside them .. everything starts twinkling on it's own .. a pink world with a bit add ons of colors mentioned above with a rainbow on top forever in the sunshine .. rain comes whenever the girl wants it to come .. i mean it is subject to her mood .. the weather always stays romantic and beautiful .. no compromises are done related to the weather .. all ice cream parlors stay open 24*7 .. it is mandatory .. and then a chocolate amusement park is present .. no sickness prevails in a girl's fantasy land .. although doctors looks hot but just because sickness looks tacky, so we prefer to eradicate doctors. All malls are opened 24*7 for a girl can feel the need of shopping anytime and most importantly all outlets needs to have the best collection every time. And all the girls have the liability to eat whatever they want and they don't put on weight. It is a land of orchids. Orchids are present everywhere. Other flowers are also grown after every destination point but orchids are at a higher side and butterflies all around. The lanes outside should have cutest carpets (noddy ones) with roses spread on them and with palaces all around for every girl is a princess and a princess marries a prince charming, so for that every guy automatically becomes prince.
A princess lives in the most splendiferous palace with the most resplendent antiques. Her palace has different quarters and her quarter has a chocolate room with never ending chocolates .. a spa room where she gets to relax after her shopping .. a play room with all sorts of stuff toys, and barbie dolls, kitchen set, doctor set, whatever she desires .. a lays, fanta, maggi party room with never ending food, an ice cream room .. a ball gown party room where she gets to party the way she wants to, not always in a typical princess style, i mean the way she wants to carry out, a lounge bar room with unlimited liquor especially vodka and tequilla, an accessories room where she has this matching accessory with every attire she desires to wear, then a room with all the splendid dresses she wants to wear, and then a shoe room with the most ravishing heels, and then a bags room with the most stunning bags kept all around and then her master bedroom with all pink walls, a princess bed with all the amazing novels in the shack present besides her and most importantly her guy to get whatever she desires, to do all her work, even if that means to get a glass of water :P .. with limousines parked outside her palace..and and how can i forget the slumber party room where the most amazing fun can be carried out, the cartoon room (now that is where all the games can be played, even if that means the game of powerpuff girls) .. the swimming pool area .. a romeo juliet balcony .. and many others. private jets are there so that we can fly to every place with subject to our mood. and the list is really long and I am very very tired.. n did I mention that we fly in the air like jetsons did but here we don't even have traffic jams .. and could even visit the universe whenever we feel like and guys getting pregnant and not girls.
And most importantly, a girl wants the guy who cares for her and loves her, loves her and loves her, for love includes everything even the care part as well  and most importantly who doesn't lie and cheat and a world full of happiness :):)


Now sweetz, I hope I have mentioned all your wishes, though I have a bit of add ons from my side as well and a bit of my imagination has been done. I hope I haven't missed anything for even I have, you still can't do anything about it. It is my baby and I can do whatever I feel like with this.

nikzz :)

You startled me by telling that you love someone else

Your lies and betrayal were far beyond your love for someone else

I still cherish the time that I had it in my hand

But the truth holds my steps taken in your direction with a dark band

Your smile even for your someone else makes even my day worthwhile

But my sorrows increases my craving for you ruining all the mile

I try harder and harder everyday to get you out of my mind

But the crack in my heart still holds the emptiness

I am not selfish because your worries ponder in my mind and heart all the times

But what I feel for you is beyond the saga of your love but it ain't divine ..!

nikzz :)