In the hope of ray, to find something good for ourselves, we keep on trying delving ourselves and I find no harm in doing that. I personally believe that we all have this strive to achieve something that at the end of the day makes us conciliate the longing that we carry to feel worthy and in that process to find ourselves, to find the material that we carry deep inside us but which doesn't come on surface, we try so many channels. But the channel which takes us to our destination is always bleak and hard to find. But what I figured it out, though I am still on the journey to search that passage which makes me reach to that x-point made me realized that everything is interesting and frustrating to reach that X-point. I keep on trying anything and everything to figure out myself which brings the feeling of perkiness inside me. I do that regularly thinking about it, dreaming and fantasizing about it, sometimes even executing it, though while executing, I sometimes fail to complete the task or in case even if I do it, I fail to get the success or even if I get the success, I fail to carry it further. But I find no harm even doing it this way, for that was never my way which I eventually figured it out. I still keep on finding something novel to explore myself and exploring yourself is alarming and fruitful for someone has rightly said that we are the best judge to know ourselves. Experiences-that is the key term. What I feel, that we should try everything  that we want us to try. Why to leave something that we want to do badly and madly then. I mean we should at least once give it a shot so that we don't regret it later in our lives. And even in case we fail later, we will at least be exculpated of the feeling that we didn't try. Try out every possible way to reach that one thing out even not knowing what the thing is. And doesn't matter even in case you get lost. Confusion is the crux of everything. My mom always tells me that getting lost means that you are near to the termination of confusion which implies to the beginning of the world that you are searching for. So why not go for everything that you think may take you to the world of wonders. :)

nikzz :)